Selfish...(Selfless but Something Fishy)

I make you lead...so you falter
I hold on...so you alter
I smile...so you weep
I am shallow...so you sink deep
I play...so you bid a higher price
I tell the truth...so you believe my next lies
I worship you...for my unfulfilled prayers
I punish you...for my tears
I love you...for your wealth
I treat you...to pay for my health
I trust you...because I can't check
I bullshit you..for my next fat paycheck
I martyr you..because I hate to die
I praise you...because I can't vilify
I vote you...so I hope to have a voice
I hope...because...really...I got no choice