The Parting shot

Beautiful evenings beside the lake

seemed like Heaven which god forsake

bitter memories clad in dreams of a better tommorow

times when life seems a unbearable foe

is it all worth it?

is this where i really fit?

self doubt...self doubt...

life seems to be heading stratight south

no harvest without the rains

they say no pain no gain

fine I say..............

I ask Is it a price You really want to pay?

Mebbe I lost the appetite to fight

Mebbe when the storms came I refused to hold tight..

Sometimes it seems so easy to end this self inflicted wound

that last trigger... ,my escape boat from this misery island marooned.